Many people have asked how I am doing with all of this. Well to be honest, I am kinda numb. I feel beat up. I would prefer to lay there on the floor with Bray and cry with him. To buckle would be much easier, but I cant, so I am putting on foot in front of another, looking forward so as to not miss any clues or answers. Now if you look me in my eyes and ask that, I will cry. So dont :) I have however been incredible touched with the emails I have received that people think I am strong. I dont see that in myself at all right now, and dont understand how how many people can think that of me. One incredible inspiring email even called me a "strong woman, actually one of those rare strong and nice women". Thank you for seeing that in me, all of you. I have been looking at these emails and holding on the words you guys have been giving me. It really is a concrete thing that I can hold on to when I get overwhelmed. Thank you so much for your uplifting words!
Here is a direct link to the PDD diagnosis:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pervasive_developmental_disorder
http://www.childbrain.com/pdd.shtml
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